Ok.

Spoke to my Counselor – the one without a BACK. Wah, for 2 hours, we thrashed things out. She at one end, me in mine. Miles apart, but tied together.

I discovered a few things. Here, there. Everywhere. Things are not what they seem to be at times.

But Counselor did advise – it’s the CULTURE – I can’t run away from it. Either I let myself being engulfed in it or rebelled – which is definitely going to give me a headache.

Hey – is this worth it? All these crap. Or maybe I could go out and forth. Say, that PERSONAL EMPOWERMENT training I attended .. that was good.

I am responsible for my own success. I need no one to break my spirit or to push me to my peak. I CAN DO IT BY MYSELF.

And you know what?

That’s what I am going to. May God guide me…